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Sunday, 9 November 2014

Epiblog for Remembrance Sunday



It has been a busy week in the Holme Valley. The weather once again turned mild, unsettled and rainy, so there was a bit of everything, apart from snow and ice and fog, which suits me just fine. I doubt it will stay that way till March, though I wish it would.  Matilda’s been staying in more this week, however, despite the mildness and the mellow dappled yellow and green sunshine filtering through the turning leaves. Perhaps the people who own her second house are away on holiday or something.  Anyway, the most momentous event in Matilda’s life this week is that she’s acquired a jiffy bag.

The said jiffy bag arrived here from Bulgaria, containing a pair of trousers which Debbie had bought off some Bulgarian woman on Ebay. I said to her at the time that we are already living like Wombles, there’s no real need to order in additional rubbish from Bulgaria, but there’s no talking to her in that mood. The jiffy bag had already been a source of amusement to me, because it arrived with a rubber stamped legend on the front that said “Manky Nacker” or something very similar, which a puerile person such as I could hardly ignore. Presumably “Manky Nacker” means something to the Bulgarian postal service. Personally, I’d like to see the Royal Mail adopt a similar programme of motivational slogans over here.

The discarded jiffy bag was left on the settee and, within a few minutes, Matilda had settled down on it and put herself to bed.  Since then, she’s slept on it every night, going round and round on it until it crinkles. Last night, however, we discovered the ultimate combination of cat-bedding – the jiffy bag, with Maisie’s crocheted cat-blanket over the top of it. Cat bliss. She settled down on it in front of the stove last night, and was still there this morning.

Misty has had a quiet week, now her erstwhile canine companions have gone back home. Unfortunately, this week has been the absolute worst for fireworks, not only with obvious scheduled displays, but also with anti-social idiots setting off “air bombs” up in Newsome and Berry Brow between 11pm and midnight. Apparently you can be fined up to £5000 for doing that, what a pity the police can’t be arsed to arrest the little buggers. Perhaps I should phone up the rozzers and say that there is an Occupy Democracy sit-in demo going on right now in Newsome and Berry Brow, they’d definitely be there for that.   

Meanwhile, Misty has spent a lot of time cowering behind the sofa next door.  Actually, the fireworks have been so bad, they even attracted the attention of Matilda, who growled, hissed, and scuttled off (also next door) on a couple of occasions.  I know enough about Matilda’s moods to realise when she is on the verge of causing bodily harm, and I  could quite easily imagine her, if she had the means and the opportunity (the motive already being present) doing severe harm to those responsible for the bangs, given the way that she can turn from a hairy purry furbag to a howling mass of teeth and claws in a second.  I imagined her jumping out of the darkness like a Ninja cat, landing on their heads, and ripping chunks out of the faces of the firework-toting-yobboes, and was strangely comforted.

Debbie has been back at her voluntary work this week, although there is a rumour that she might actually be paid something on November 23rd, or thereabouts.  The new system for payment at Kirklees is also supposed to have gone live this week, so that brings with it yet more potential for spag bol and general chaos all round.  Still, maybe they’ll pay her twice.  That would make up slightly for not having paid her anything at all so far, since the start of term.

We’ve also been discussing further changes to the kitchen, spurred on by our mass clearout of rubbish and general Wombledom over half-term.  Sometimes, in these discussions, I must admit, I do tend to tune her out slightly, so I can get on with other stuff. If anyone asks, it’s called multi-tasking – but I almost choked on my Horlicks the other night when she said “I’d still like a baby.”  It turned out that what she’d actually said was “I’d still like a Baby Belling”, continuing the kitchen discussion theme. I didn’t know whether to be relieved or disappointed.

Remembrance has loomed large in our communications this week, or rather lack of communication. I was wittering on earlier in the week about not being able to get hold of a poppy to wear for Remembrance Sunday, because I never – or rarely – go further than the end of the ramp, these days.  Later in the week, I had the bright idea of enlisting the help of one of my Facebook Friends, whom I knew would have a couple of spare poppies. If I did an online donation to the British Legion, would she in turn post me a couple of poppies? Yes, of course she would, and these duly arrived in the post. I gave Debbie hers on Saturday, and she said “Where did you get these from?” I told her, expecting to be applauded for my initiative, but it turns out that she had been at the garage getting diesel on Wednesday, had seen the poppy tray and collecting tin, and had also bought two, forgetting to tell me.  So this year we have two poppies each, and the Royal British Legion have done rather well out of us.

We also got caught up in watching the week-long drama on the BBC, Passing Bells, mainly because it was usually on more or less when she was getting back from teaching and I was cooking tea.  The most confusing part for Debbie was telling the Germans and the English apart, because both sides spoke RP. After I explained that this bloke on screen now was one of the Germans, she said “why doesn’t he speak with a German accent?” You can tell she was brought up watching Allo Allo.

Actually, the cleverest thing about the whole series was the way in which in the first episode you saw the young man and his girlfriend larking about in the fields in what looked like the archetypal 1914 Edwardian sunshine and harvest scenario, with the storm clouds of war gathering, etc etc, which has been done so many times before – all that was missing was George Butterworth’s The Banks of Green Willow as background music – then you finally see him in uniform after he’s joined up and it turns out he’s a German.

After that, it was downhill all the way, I’m afraid.  The battle sequences were generally filmed in a combination of soft focus and slow motion, and ended up looking like a cross between a herbal essences commercial and an advert for Abercrombie and Fitch. When people were hit and died, there was none of the blood-spatter, people’s heads being blown off, severed limbs, or shell fragments taking huge chunks out of bodies – they did a slow-motion balletic twirl and fell in carefully choreographed positions. Even in the bit where the wind changed and they mistakenly gassed themselves, there was nothing you wouldn’t hear in the average GP’s waiting room during a winter bronchitis epidemic.  The series also suffered from the same problem that bedevilled the otherwise-excellent German world war two series, Unsere Mutter, Unsere Väter, namely that coincidence was deployed far too often as a plot device to ensure that people kept meeting up who, in the reality of an actual global conflict, would not have seen each other from one war to the next.

And, at the risk of a “spoiler”, the climax, where the British and German protagonists finally met, fighting hand-to-hand in No-Man’s Land just as the Armistice was in the process of being signed, and killing each other at 11AM on 11th November, was so telegraphed that I had already bet Debbie that this would happen. Still, the BBC is a past-master at stating the bleeding obvious, none of us likes this crazy war, Wilmot, Don’t tell him, Pike, etc., but I was really hoping for a twist where they both said Oh, sod the barbed wire, shook hands, and each went back to his own lines. In some ways, that ending might have been more of an illustration of the pointlessness of the whole thing.

As I wedged my (duplicated) poppy in the zip toggle of my fleece, I was once again reminded of Russell Baggis, and his strange penchant for investigating paper poppies wherever they may be found. I first discovered this when I came in one day in 1992 or 1993, I can’t exactly remember, and I was wearing my Dad’s old army greatcoat, which I once used to possess, with a poppy stuck through the lapel.  Russell had a habit of jumping up on the worktop anyway, while I was putting his Felix into his bowl, and this time, he jumped up, the poppy caught his eye for some reason, and he carried on, straight up the front of the greatcoat, in the sort of manoeuvre that characterised the aliens in Alien, and ended up stealing the poppy and running off with it in his mouth.  I thought this was such a neat trick that I retrieved it and encouraged him to do it again, which was probably a mistake, because from then on he did it every time I wore that coat, for the next few days.  The year after, thinking he would have forgotten all about it in the intervening period,  I tried it on him again, and he ran straight up the front of the coat, grabbed the poppy in his teeth, and was off and away with it.

Why he did it, is a reason lost in the crinkly recesses of his furry cat-brain, and he’s long gone now, nine years dead, in fact, so I can’t really ask him, not that he could have told me.  It’s a good job that nobody important (the vicar, for instance) came to visit us while wearing a poppy during Russell’s long and happy life.  It would have been embarrassing.  It was also Russell, of course, who ran up my back and sat on my shoulder while I was standing attention during the minute’s silence on TV one year.  Generally speaking, as much as a cat can have fun on Remembrance Day, he did. 

I’ve been engaged in my own titanic struggles again this week, with another two books more or less off to press. Next week is going to be for typing up the loose ends on all four projects, and by the time next weekend comes, if I’m spared, I should have produced four new books in three weeks. Sadly, none of them mine, but I am working on that, in odd hours and minutes, with my other leg.

I have been keeping an eye on the news, however, to see what gems the Junta has been trying to sneak past us, in this week dominated by World War One and all that it entails. George Osborne claimed to have halved the unexpected £1.7BN European Union bill by the simple expedient of booting the transaction into the long grass of the next financial year, and then offsetting against it a rebate we were going to get anyway. I’m not quite sure how stupid he thinks we are, but I’m guessing it’s somewhere on the scale between “very” and “extremely”.  It doesn’t meet any accounting definition of “halving” something that I have ever come across, but then I am not part of an organisation whose reaction to potential expenses fraud is to shred all of the documents prior to the present parliament.

Or, indeed, an organisation that is going to spend millions, or possibly billions, of pounds of taxpayers’ money, writing to taxpayers telling them how it is spending taxpayers’ money, in the form of a highly fictionalised “statement” that lumps together as “welfare” several items which are plainly not, in the sense that you or I would understand the word, to give the false and lying impression that more is being spent on benefits and “scroungers” than actually is.  I know that “politician is found to be lying” is really not that sensational: as a news story, it’s right up there alongside “Mafeking is relieved”, but sometimes it’s so blatant and so obviously intended as electioneering propaganda using public money, that you start to wonder if M’Learned Friends should be taking an interest. Perhaps if I rung up the Met Police and said that George Osborne is illegally occupying the Treasury?

In other, more commendable news, we (the UK, that is) apparently built a brand new hospital in Sierra Leone in seven weeks, on a brownfield site, from scratch, as part of the fight against Ebola.  Admittedly, it’s nothing much to look at, it’s hardly Guys or Barts; it makes heavy use of prefabricated buildings and concrete roads, but nevertheless, I found myself wondering, if we can do it in Sierra Leone, a brand new treatment centre up and running from scratch in seven weeks, why can’t we do it here? Then I remembered, it’s because the Chancellor has spent all the money sending out misleading self-justifying election propaganda, at the public expense, to 60 million households. Yes, that would be it. 

Someone who could probably afford to fund a pop-up hospital out of his own current account is multi-millionaire entertainer Griff Rhys-Jones, who was bleating this week that if Labour got in at the next election, he’d have to consider moving abroad as a consequence of the proposed “mansion tax”. Well, Griff, you could always do that, and, if you do, don’t let the door bang your arse on the way out. Or you could do what people who live in council houses have had to do, when clobbered by the Bedroom Tax, and move to a smaller home. Here’s a goose and here’s a gander, pass the sauce.

Not that Labour have a hope or prayer of getting in to power in 2015, or any other year any time soon,  with the hapless Ed Miliband in charge.  Four years too late, the Labour Dinosaurs are waking up to find that the swamp is dry, the savannah is dying, and there’s a strange meteorite in the sky.  And they are wishing (as I have been since 2010) that they’d chosen David Miliband instead.  This week’s Miliband controversy wasn’t actually of his own making. He was photographed wearing a T-shirt that bore the slogan “This is what a feminist looks like”.  Clegg also put one on for a photo-shoot, prompting Ian Hislop of Private Eye fame to comment “this is what a desperate politician looks like”.  Cameron refused to wear one, saying he was far “too busy” for all that feminist nonsense and generally left that sort of thing to his wife.  The Daily Mail, foaming at the mouth with its hatred of Miliband and not content with blackguarding his dead father, despatched a news team to Mauritius, where it discovered that workers making the T-shirts were being paid 62p per hour or some such figure, which was later comprehensively debunked and disproved by the Fawcett Society, the womens’ rights charity that was promoting the garments.  As Paul Dacre, the editor of the Daily Mail, also heads the Press Complaints Commission, I am confidently expecting the Daily Mail to run a full front page apology to Ed Miliband in the same size font and the same position as the original story. I’m also expecting unlimited funds for donkey sanctuaries, and for King Arthur to wake from his sleep of a thousand years.

Although Miliband wasn’t actually at fault in this case (who checks the provenance of their T-shirts, and in any case, it wasn’t even his) he does seem to have, nevertheless, this penchant for landing in the mire. I wonder how much of it is down to his special advisors (SpAds). For a long while, I have thought his SpAds are more like spuds, actually, only with fewer eyes and nowhere near as tasty or nutritious.  Someone who did wake from his sleep of a thousand years this week was Lib Dim minister Norman Baker, who suddenly came out of his persistent vegetative state as a Minister at the Home Office and realised that he’s actually been propping up a fascist regime for the last four years. It’s absolutely amazing the way the effects of  comatose amnesia can suddenly be completely reversed by the prospect of an electoral Armageddon.  It’s too little, too late, obviously, and I will be watching out for him, on election night, to raise a glass to his departure. Hardly a “Portillo Moment” but they all count.

The Home Office of which he was a vital, if slightly wonky, cog, continues to be a stranger to the concepts of compassion and humility.  There has been a decision in the Harley Miller case (they were trying to deport an Australian NHS worker who had previously had unlimited right to remain, see previous blogs) but she is legally prevented from publishing it or commenting on it.  The only circumstances I can conceive where this would happen would be a defeat for the Home Office where they managed somehow to obtain a gagging order to prevent it being made public and turned into some sort of precedent. I hope they did get defeated, naturally, but then I’m no lawyer.  Meanwhile, however, Wadih Chourey, of whom I have also previously written, a Down’s Syndrome sufferer who has no one to care for him in his native country, is still under threat of deportation because of the death of his parents here, as I write these words.

It turns out, though, that the Home Office has a rival in its quest for mutton headed supremacy and stubbornness in the compassion bypass stakes,  Fort Lauderdale, Florida, USA’s  mayor, Jack Seiler, who had 90-year old Arnold Abbott, known locally as “Chef Abbot” arrested, no less, for feeding the homeless.  Abbott, who is a world war two veteran, started a charity called “Love Thy Neighbour” in remembrance of his dead wife, and fell foul of the local arrangements in Fort Lauderdale which, I was surprised to find, in common with several other US cities, only permit certain designated organisations to feed the homeless in certain designated areas. It’s a bit like Westminster Council banning the soup run at Christmas because rich people don’t want to look out of their windows on Christmas Day and see poor people shivering in the cold.  I know nothing else about Jack Seiler other than that, on the face of it, based on this action alone, he seems to be a cruel, cold-hearted ruthless bastard who doesn’t deserve to be in charge of Fort Lauderdale’s public latrines, let alone the whole city.  Maybe, like the Everglades, he has hidden depths.  Or hidden shallows. Who knows.

So, my friends, this is the better world which it seems that those whom we remember today, on Remembrance Sunday, fought and died for.  Because of the anniversary of the start of the First World War this year, this was always going to be a specially poignant period of remembrance for many, but sadly, also, once again, it seems to have become something of a political football, and not in a good way, like the political football used in the 1914 Christmas truce.

Inevitably, this year as well, with the 70th anniversary of D-Day and the UK’s formal withdrawal from Afghanistan, there were always going to be contrasts between old and new conflicts. The Blight Brigade would much rather, of course, that no-one asked whether Afghanistan had been “worth it”,  because with each day that passes, the answer becomes more clearly and patently a resounding “no”.  [I discovered this week, by the way, that the UK apparently spent £200,000 or thereabouts during the conflict broadcasting an Afghan version of The Archers at the Taliban, and still they didn’t surrender and their morale remains unbroken, despite this. They should have played them the appallingly bad Joss Stone travesty of Eric Bogle’s No Man’s Land, if they really wanted to destabilise them. I know it certainly destabilises me.]

One major focus of political wrangling has been the fate of the incredible visual display of ceramic poppies filling the moat of the Tower of London, 800,000 of them or thereabouts, one for every WWI allied casualty. As a piece of art, it is startlingly original and has certainly captured the imagination of the public.  It was also, apparently, only ever intended to be transitory.  It has also been denounced by some art critics as a vulgar stunt, and if I were the artist, who lost a finger to an accident in the studio while rolling out the clay for one batch of the flowers, I might feel more than a bit aggrieved about that.  Boris Johnson, allegedly Mayor of London, though he never actually seems to be behind a desk doing any work, is not a man to allow a bandwagon to go by, un-jumped, and he weighed in, saying that he thought the installation should remain in perpetuity. Others have said it should be left in place for the next four years, to mirror the progress of the original war.

My own feeling is that it should be left for four years, and at the end of that period, it should be carefully dismantled, and the individual ceramic poppies should be donated by the artist to the Royal British Legion, to be auctioned online, with a minimum bid of £10.00. True, this would entail setting up an order processing and despatch facility, or massively expanding the existing one, with attendant costs, but overall it could harvest for the RBL the thick end of £8m+ in additional donations.

Some of that money (although I would much rather it wasn’t necessary to spend it on such peripheral activities) could then be used by the RBL to prosecute Britain First and other right wing fascist organisations which are looking to appropriate the poppy symbol for their own ends by marketing their own poppy-themed merchandise and conning people into donating money to them for it, instead of the RBL, essentially under false pretences. I don’t see why it should be necessary for the RBL to have to do this, taking expensive legal action when the money could be put to far better use elsewhere, though it seems it is. There is an old-fashioned legal phrase which is something like “Obtaining a pecuniary advantage by deception”, which it seems to me that Britain First is guilty of.  The police should be taking an interest. But I guess the police are too busy rounding up people letting off illegal fireworks to take any notice of a crime being committed, though. Oh, hang on…

Britain First are the would-be successors to Hitler’s SA, except that they don’t know the words to the Horst Wessell Lied, though often deploying similar tactics on the street, and their sole theme, even more so than UKIP’s is that immigrants, and/or Muslims, are responsible for all our woes (in 1930s Germany, it was the Jews). So much so, that this week also saw the launch of a poppy-print hijab, for Muslim women who want to show their support for the concept of remembrance while at the same time maintaining the decorum of traditional dress! It seems my previous remark that Muslims in the UK will only be seen to be truly integrated to the satisfaction of the Bigot Brigade when they start wearing Union Jack underpants is coming true, bit by bit.  One Muslim who is fully integrated by most people’s standards is Khudadad Khan, who was awarded a VC near Ypres 100 years ago:  finding himself one of the few survivors of a British force sent to stop a German advance, he manned a single machine gun to prevent the enemy making the breakthrough it needed, continuing to fire until he was the last man remaining.  Still probably not good enough for Britain First, obviously, but then there are some people for whom you could crap out a golden egg and they would complain that it wasn’t silver.

It’s not just Britain First who see Muslims under the bed, though. In the last week, four suspected Islamist terrorists were rounded up and arrested in conjunction with an alleged plot to kill the Queen at the Remembrance Day service at the Cenotaph this morning.  Forgive my cynicism, but there is a track record on behalf of the Junta of high-profile arrests of un-named alleged terrorists who are then later quietly released without comment.  But let’s reserve comment for if and when it comes to trial, then we’ll see. Meanwhile, to give her credit, the old dear turned up regardless, and did her stuff, even if she was wearing a bullet-proof vest underneath her liberty bodice.

The overriding debate, though, this year as in other years, is whether you should wear a red poppy at all.  White poppies are available via the Peace Pledge Union, and Purple Poppies to remember the animal victims of war, though the latter two require more forward planning to obtain, compared to the ubiquitous RBL red poppy. Especially for us.

The chief reason for not wearing a red poppy for me has always been that in a sense, supporting the RBL is a bit like giving the government a fig leaf. Governments of all hues and persuasions are very bad at making sure that ex-service personnel get a fair deal and a smooth transition to chivvy street. True, these days, driven by the necessities of casualties in Afghanistan, the facilities are better than they have been at any time in the past, but in many ways, the government gets away with holding back precisely because they know that the public, via the Royal British Legion, via Help For Heroes and via charities such as BLESMA will pick up the slack, and donate generously (even if sometimes by accident!) to the cause.  And we do, by and large, because the alternative is too bad to contemplate.

At least this week, to give them credit (which is not a sentence you will see me type often if ever) this week the Junta announced that they will continue to pay the War Widows’ Pension to widows who subsequently re-marry, thus meaning that for some women, it is no longer a choice between financial security and loneliness or re-marrying and taking the hit.

Increasingly, though, as well as the feeling of being held collectively to ransom by a government keen to impose collective compulsory patriotism by means of peer pressure, there’s now a trend for the red poppy to be subverted and appropriated not just by right-wing goon squads, but by more subtle forces of evil.  These attempts to exploit the poppy and what it represents are all the more cause for concern because they appear to be taking place with the connivance of the Royal British Legion itself.

Thales, an arms company responsible for the construction and supply of the unmanned drones that have been causing so much havoc to civilian populations as well as to the Taliban over the poppy-fields of Afghanistan, has been allowed to erect a poppy-covered billboard at the entrance to Westminster tube station. BAE systems, the UK’s biggest armaments company, has sponsored the annual “Poppy Ball” white tie event and dinner, and Lockheed Martin, the worlds single biggest arms company, this year sponsored the British Legion Young Professionals’ Branch annual event, “Poppy Rocks”. Maybe it is time that the Royal British Legion got shot of some of this uncomfortable baggage and had a cleansing of the stables.  Apart from anything else, any half decent defence lawyer for Britain First, if it does come to fisticuffs, would surely point to the fact that Thales have been allowed to use the poppy as a plea in mitigation.

Maybe it’s time that the RBL got back to basics, back to the ideals of Major Henry Howson of Richmond, who invented and manufactured the ubiquitous poppy which is such a feature of Armistice fundraising, and whose last words to his staff, as he lay dying, were “remember lads, if I peg out, I go in the factory van.” The RBL would doubtless reply that we’ve come a long way since Lady Haig’s Poppy Factory in the old disused brewery in Richmond, and that charity fundraising today is a multi-million pound business and needs to be dealt with as such. Even so, if the Red Cross can refuse the tainted proceeds of Kip’s racist calypso, I do think there’s scope for the RBL to look again at taking money from arms companies.  But then again, the RBL would probably say that the arms companies would make the money anyway, and that it’s surely better that some of it finds its way back somehow to the victims of the arms companies. And yes, if they wait for the government to shoulder the burden of caring for ex-service personnel properly, they’ll be waiting a long, long time, and they have to get funds from somewhere.

So, even with these reservations, and recognising that it’s an imperfect situation, and even with the reservations I also have about the uncomfortable merger of armed forces and state religion that is manifest in many a remembrance day service (I tend to agree with Bob Dylan when he sings, ”If God’s on our side, he’ll stop the next war”) I still end up coming down  on the side of buying a poppy.  The ideal symbol for me would probably be a purple, red, and white poppy, not that such a thing exists, because for me it doesn’t have to be either/or. I’m remembering the ones who didn’t come back, be they pack mules or people, and in the family, I’m specifically remembering Gunner Harry Fenwick RFA, gassed at Ypres, 1917; Private William Evans of The Suffolk Regiment, died of wounds, 1915, and Pilot Officer Jack Ross, killed when his Hurricane crashed into the Irish Sea in 1942.  And I’m wearing it to embody the ideas behind the white poppy, as well; that one day, instead of armies, we will have national humanitarian disaster relief forces (as we’re doing in Sierra Leone) and that the final lesson of all those wars will be the one which they came back with an put into place in 1945 – to build a better, fairer, more compassionate, caring and respectful society for everyone, including better housing, better education, and the NHS – all the things, in fact, under attack from the “austerity” mongers today.

After the First World War, when those who returned from the carnage of Flanders were promised “a land fit for heroes”, which they never actually got, Arthur Me wrote, in Who Giveth Us The Victory (1918):

“It is pitiful to think that thousands of these men had better homes in the trenches of Flanders than in the sunless alleys of our Motherland. Do thousands of children come into the world, to gasp for life in a slum; to go to school hungry for a year or two; to pick up a little food, a little slang, and a little arithmetic; to grovel in the earth for forty years or to stand in steaming factories; to wear their bodies out like cattle on the land; to live in little rows of dirty houses,  in little blocks of stuffy rooms, and then to die?”

No, they don’t – but they did, nevertheless, and it  meant that the people of my father’s generation, born to the soldiers returning from the Great War, had to do it all over again, twenty years later.

I doubt whether the people who put that idealistic, caring society in place in Britain after World War Two did so from an exclusively religious perspective, or indeed from a religious perspective at all, but in thinking this week about the enormous sacrifices people made to stop fascism, and at the same time still ploughing my way through The Paradise Within, I did come upon the following, which was written by Peter Sterry, 17th Century Platonist and chaplain to Oliver Cromwell, no less,

As Paradise, so the pure image of God in the Soul, seems to some not to be lost or destroyed, but hid beneath the ruins of the fall.  Thus, knowledge, springing from the soul, seems to be a remembrance, the life of all good, an awakening by reason of the primitive image of pure nature, raising itself by degrees, and sparkling through the rubbish, the confusions of the present state.  Thus also hath the soul in herself the measure of all truth and good in this pure image which, hidden in the centre of the soul, containeth all forces of truth and good in itself.

For some reason, in the way that  you sometimes happen accidentally upon a poem or a piece of writing that strikes a chord, this chimed in with my thinking this week. About remembrance, the life of all good, sparkling through the rubbish, the confusion of the present state.  Remembrance as meaning looking back on the good times, before the people we remember went off to war, never to return, and also as a basis for their sacrifice being turned into something better, so they didn’t die in vain.  For me, it’s the spirit of 1945 that sparkles through the rubbish and confusion that presently surrounds us.  I’m afraid we’re not doing too well on the land fit for heroes again. We sort of had it, then we let it slip through our grasp. Now we’ve got disabled soldiers living on the streets again, we’ve got food banks, we’ve got hatred, mistrust and xenophobia, we’re turning the clock back to the 1930s with health care and the 1890s with education, or at least we were, until Mr Gove got locked in the lavatory.  Some days, there seems to be more rubbish than sparkles.

But if, as Peter Sterry believed in the 17th century, along with others, and I believe now, there is a pure image of God hidden deep in the soul, which can not be lost or destroyed and which is released through acts of remembrance and “containeth all forces of truth and good in itself”, maybe we should start looking for it, and deploying it, more often. Sometimes it seems that the official government line on “Remembrance”, capital R, is that we’ve done our duty to the Glorious Dead, now we can put them back in their box for another year. But maybe we should start asking just how glorious they are, and why exactly they ended up dead, and what are we going to do about it. To stop it happening again.

As for me, I’ve tired myself out writing this, and it’s going to be a long evening with yet more chores and tasks – a bit of a metaphor for building the new Jerusalem perhaps – it has to be done brick by tedious brick, just like my tedious, tedious life. All we can do is stick at it, try and make things better, and keep right on to the end of the road. For everyone who sails on in this curiously shaped ship of Britain, even if we no longer rule the waves.

Meanwhile, we have to thank those who didn’t come back, as well as those who did, that on a peaceful Sunday teatime, by a warm domestic hearth in a house that might not be perfect but doesn’t often want for much, that we can go about our daily lives, such as they are, that we even have the choice to try and build the new Jerusalem, still, just about, and that my cat can sleep undisturbed, on a jiffy bag, on the settee.












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