It has been a busy week in the Holme Valley. As predicted last week, the phoney war is
over, the sunlight is getting weaker, the days are dulling down, the mornings
crisping up, and Autumn is on the way.
The peaceful, ruminative mood in which I ended last week’s Epiblog
vanished a lot sooner than I expected, last Sunday, when I’d just posted my
thoughts online, and the phone rang with the news that Ellie was missing. Ellie, I realise, may need some introduction.
She is, in fact, Granny’s new dog, and therefore Zak’s new little sister. Since Freddie’s demise in February, Granny
had been discussing the pros and cons of getting another dog. Not just any dog, obviously – it would have
to be the right dog, and any dog who came into the wolf pack would be very much
Freddie’s successor, and never his replacement.
Anyway, the arguments raged back and forth, with some saying
that perhaps Zak was enough to be going on with now, but others contending that
he’d be lonely. For my part, I couldn’t help but point out that 7,000 unwanted
dogs a year die in local authority shelters, at a rate of something like 21 a
day, according to the Dogs’ Trust. So
any new dog that came from a shelter would at least be one saved from a possible
doom. Along came Ellie, or rather, up
she popped on one of the dog rescue web sites, and visits were arranged,
donations made, and Ellie joined the team.
At first, though, we agreed to soft-pedal her presence, because of her
health. Unfortunately, she had not one, but two cysts, either or both of which
could have turned out to be nasty. So over the last couple of months, there’s
been a considerable amount of vet-work involved, and operations, and stitches,
and biopsies, and things like that.
Finally, she seems to have been given something approaching a tentative
all-clear.
Which of course, she celebrated by running off. She’d been
down on the local playing fields with Grandad, she saw something in the woods,
and off she went. Now, in his day,
Grandad was quite a speedster. If he’d relied on his Irish ancestry, he could
have run for Ireland, but he
chose to ally himself with England,
just at the time when England
had a plethora of very fast runners such as Ibbotson, so he didn’t get in the
team. But he could shift. However, since then, time has marched on, and
he was, reluctantly, forced to give up and come home and raise the alarm.
Granny rang me, and I got straight on to Dogslost.co.uk, Facebook, Twitter, and
West Yorkshire Dog Rescue. It furthers one to set armies marching, as it says in
the I Ching.
I have to say that, possibly next to International Rescue,
Dogslost.co.uk are pretty quick at getting the word out. No giant hangar doors opening in the side of
mountains or anything like that, but within ten minutes I’d received an email
alert about Ellie, complete with a link to the site and therefore the picture
of Ellie I’d posted. So, even as Granny and Grandad were on their way back to
the playing fields to resume the search, I knew that everyone on the Dogslost
site in the HD postcode would have received the same alert. At that point, I’d done all I could for
them. An hour later, my mobile rang – it
was Granny saying Ellie had been found. She must have wandered through the
woods adjoining the playing fields and gone on into the housing estate beyond.
Ellie, that is, not Granny, who was still crashing about and blundering around
in the said woods looking for Ellie, when her mobile rang. A concerned
householder had noticed Ellie wandering and had collared her, and the dog tag
with all the phone numbers on did the rest. So, all’s well that ends well, I
suppose, and all that remained for me to do was to stand down the various
armies I’d set marching.
Compared to Ellie’s adventures, the remaining animals have
been pretty staid this week. The main issue remains the contest for the
dog-bed, which Matilda continues to usurp. Misty’s latest tactic is to engage
in staring contests with the cat (unreciprocated, she just turns her back and
settles down again, facing the other way) and, on occasions, to whine
pathetically, which is equally ineffective. Misty does of course have two other
beds, a settee and a chair to choose from, as well as sharing the beddies at
night, but she wants that bed back.
Just when I could have done with a week where the outside
world refused to impinge on my consciousness, so I could get on with the
mountain of things that needed doing, the outside world had other ideas. The
world of telegrams and anger, as E M Forster called it. The week contained the anniversary, for
instance, of the 9/11 attacks in the US,
which started all this crazy madness in Iraq
and Afghanistan
and the Arab Spring and the establishment of the “Caliphate” and the massive
undeclared war that is now raging between radical “Islam” and the west.
Here at home, the Junta has once again caved into the
farming lobby and resumed badger culling, despite the fact that there is
absolutely no guarantee that it will affect the issue of bovine TB, and once
more it will rack up massive costs and once more demonstrate the prevalence of
casual cruelty towards animals, in this case, officially sanctioned. This, and events later in the week, have made
me more convinced than ever that the law regarding animal cruelty needs to be
re-aligned and made more like the law on human cruelty, with appropriate
penalties.
When we had the elections for the police commissioners,
although I had my reservations anyway about whether or not they would have any
real effect other than draining the public purse of £85,000 per year, I wrote to all the candidates in West
Yorkshire to ask them about their policy on offences against animals and for
their assurance that they would use their influence to press for the maximum
possible penalties. Not one of the buggers replied.
The truth is that animals are often treated as disposable
commodities. Someone noticed this week
an odd entry in Peterborough Council’s annual report and accounts – they had
101 cats in the council’s freezer. It
turns out, though, that this is not uncommon. The cats were a year’s worth of
roadkill, and the council’s cleansing department keeps them for a year, and,
when they are still unclaimed at the end of that period, allows them to be
passed on to a “specialist waste disposal” contractor. This process is replicated
by other councils – Adur District Council in Sussex, for instance. While on the one hand, it’s better, I
suppose, that the council does this than simply leaving them lying in the
gutter, it is still a long way short of the respect and care that should be
meted out to the cats and dogs kept as pets.
I’m coming to the conclusion that both dog and cat registration is not
only necessary, but desirable, together with microchipping, and, in the same
way as we have a sex offenders’ register, there should be an animal offenders’
register, on which those who are convicted of relevant offences are placed.
There are those, of course, who would say that I care more
about animals than I do humans, and my usual answer to that is to quote Gandhi when he said that “I hold
that the more helpless a creature is, the more it is entitled to the protection
of man from the cruelties of man.” Or, to put it another way, in the words of
Orwell’s protagonist in Coming Up For Air,
George Bowling, who says:
“Sentimental, you say? Anti-social? Oughtn’t to prefer trees
to men? I say it depends on which trees, and which men.”
So yes, it depends on which animals, and which humans. It’s
not an either/or though, and sadly there’s just as much cruelty and stupidity
from human to human as there is from human to animal in the UK today. If you
needed any evidence of this, the coroner’s inquest this week on David Clapson,
whose case I featured in this blog some time ago, brought it back sharply into
focus. His benefits had been stopped as a result of missing one meeting at the jobcentre. He was
only on benefits in the first place because he’d been forced to stop work to
care for his elderly mother. He was diabetic, and without the £71.70 a week
from his jobseeker’s allowance he couldn’t afford to eat, or put credit on his
electricity card to keep the fridge where he kept his insulin working. Three
weeks later, he died from diabetic ketoacidosis, caused by a severe lack of
insulin. He had £3.44 and a tin of sardines to his name. A pile of CV’s was
found next to his body, which will no doubt have pleased Iain Duncan-Smith. Another “scrounger” written off the books. All
hail austerity. I don’t actually know what the coroner decided on, as a
verdict, but if there was ever a clear-cut case of Goliath slaying David, this
was it.
Meanwhile, Cameron, Clegg and Miliband to set off for Scotland
on a joint campaign to rally the No campaign.
I bet every Co-op in Glasgow
sold out of eggs within minutes of that announcement. Alex Salmond is now in a position
where he can’t lose. If there is a no vote, he will still go down in
imagination of his followers, in the pantheon of Scottish leaders who tried but
failed to break free of the yoke of English tyranny, see under William Wallace,
plus he will now get Devo Max, which is what he wanted all along, all the
advantages and benefits of independence, but without any of that tedious
business of balancing the books, and the UK still there to bail him out if
things go badly.
I tried to demonstrate last week that the SNP’s position on
defence, for instance, to name but one, is unsustainable to the point of
bonkers barminess, and to be honest, I am getting to the stage now where I’ve
more or less resigned myself to the fact that Scotland is going to inflict an act
of massive harm on itself for reasons I don’t really understand. It all starts
to unravel with the currency issue, but the vast majority of people to whom I
have tried to point this out seem to be in “La La La La, I’m not listening”
mode. In the more extreme cases, it’s a bit like trying to talk to the North
Koreans. Without a central bank and a
formal currency union, Scotland
would have three options for balancing the books, or a mixture of these three.
Either increased borrowing, increased taxation, or public spending cuts. The SNP are arguing that you can cut
taxation, and yet still have high public spending. You can’t. Not unless
there’s a magic money tree somewhere in Holyrood that they’re keeping under
wraps. Actually, they think there is. They think it’s oil, which no two experts
seem to be able to agree on. Oil is not
sustainable anyway, long term, and there are massive risks on basing your
entire economy on one industry, but by the time the doodoo connects with the
air conditioning, Salmond will have moved on to “Dunrulin, Isle of Arran” and
it won’t be his pension that goes down the tubes.
The SNP’s reaction to the fact that both major parties in
the UK (and the Liberal Democrats, but no-one gives a stuff about them, they
are toast at the next election anyway) and
the Bank of England have said that there will be no currency union, is to
continue to insist, blithely, that there will
be a currency union, and that the threat of no currency union is just a
negotiating tactic. Unfortunately, this
ignores the fact that there would be an immense backlash at the polls against a
“Rest of the UK” Government which caved in and allowed an “independent”
Scotland to link to the pound sterling, and there are also compelling economic
reasons for the RUK not to stand guarantor for Scottish public spending when it
has no political say in how those decisions are made. As I’ve said before, it
would be like Nigella Lawson handing over her credit cards to her PA, and
saying “there you go, have fun!”
If Scotland
carries on using the pound without a formal currency agreement, then it will be
at the mercy of interest rates set by the Bank of England, and at the mercy of
international markets. It will, in fact, be less
“independent” than it is now. But try telling people that. It’s like lemmings
voting for a higher cliff, where some people are concerned. And if there is a
currency union, against all indications, the chances are that the terms of it
will be so onerous to Scotland
that, once again, there will be even less
wriggle room for an “independent” Scotland than there was before. If
it does come down to negotiations, for instance, Cameron would be even more of a fool if he didn’t make keeping
the nuclear submarines at Holy Loch and Faslane as a precondition of even
sitting down at the same table as Alex Salmond. Imagine the howls of derision that would raise at the next SNP
conference thereafter, if the SNP had to give way in order to get a currency
union.
The fact that much of what the SNP promise for an “independent”
Scotland will be plainly impossible in economic terms is now coming home to
roost, as banks and some businesses are making announcements about their
intention to scoot South of the Border in the event of a “Yes” vote, and/or put
up prices for a separate “Scottish” market, if one happens. Much has been made
of the timing of these announcements, and yes, I would not be at all surprised
if there hasn’t been some skulduggery in getting them to make their statements
ahead of the poll.
Skulduggery is no stranger to this campaign, look at the
instances of the No posters being defaced and graffiti’d all over the place. And
of course, if the businesses concerned had been stating their public support
for the SNP’s proposals, they would have had no compunction in using the facts
to further their cause. Feelings are running high, and understandably so, in a
campaign that’s been marked by a paucity of accurate information on all sides. But the point is, surely, that if these people
were planning to up sticks and leave anyway, better that they come out and say
so now while the people of Scotland
have a chance, in advance of the poll, to weigh up the options. Some will weigh the options, and continue as
before. Some may change their minds from Yes and vote No. Some, enraged by what
they see as bullying, might well switch the other way! According to the SNP,
anyway, these are all just scare stories, which is an easy way of getting out of
actually having to counter them.
The fact is, though, that at the end of the day, these
people, the likes of Tesco, and M&S, and the Banks, and people like BP, are
all just rapacious capitalists. They aren’t siding with any one campaign for
any other reason than that they, and their analysts and advisors, have taken a
look at the SNP proposals, seen them for what they are, and voted with their
wallets. These people are not fools. They will do whatever brings in the
greatest profit at the least risk, and there is absolutely nothing either side can do to persuade them
otherwise. Yes, there is an upside in
the RBS not having to be potentially bailed out by a Scottish government in the
future, but then the Scottish government won’t really be in a position to bail
out anybody, anyway, and wouldn’t have been even if RBS had stayed, which is
presumably why they moved. As I said, these people aren’t stupid. Feckless and
reckless, venal and grabbing, perhaps, but not dumb.
Oddly enough, in the weird way that coincidence sometimes
prompts the thought process, I had to send some books to The Isle of Arran this
week, and obtained a quotation for doing so from an online courier broker. The
actual cost wasn’t too bad, but when I got to the checkout, they tried to stiff
me for an additional £16.00 “remote area surcharge!” So I thought stuff that,
I’ll send them by Royal Mail instead. This then set me thinking, what happens
to Royal Mail in an independent Scotland?
At the moment, I can send a first class letter to someone in Stornoway for 62p,
the same price that it costs me to post one to someone in the next village.
This is possible because of a thing called the universal delivery obligation.
This means, from Royal Mail’s point of view, although it costs them vastly more
to deliver my hypothetical letter to Stornoway than my hypothetical local
letter, the cost is offset and shared out across all the letters posted in the
UK, so that the easy peasy city centre deliveries are cost-effective enough to
balance out the costs of the postman and his van driving half way up the glen
to a lonely croft miles from anywhere.
Plus, the Royal Mail used to be heavily “subsidised” by
revenue streams from the large volumes of business direct mail, much of which
has already been creamed off by the people who are now allowed to compete with
Royal Mail for that type of traffic, and have been since the Royal Mail’s
part-privatisation a few years ago. The
other mainstay of Royal Mail is small packets traffic from people placing
online orders, and again, at present, the costs of delivering these to
different parts of the UK
are all, presently, averaged out into one national price structure.
Before Scottish devolution reared its ugly head, Royal Mail
were already looking at what they called “regional pricing models” – that is,
charging more to deliver the same item to different parts of the UK. They would dearly love to ditch the universal
delivery obligation, especially since they are even more privatised these days.
Once Scotland becomes, in effect, a “foreign” country as far as Royal Mail is
concerned, I wonder how long it will be before there is a separate (and more
expensive) pricing structure for those who have to post things to destinations
North of the Border. And maybe even within
Scotland as well, which can only have a knock-on effect on business costs and
increase inflationary pressures, which can only be eased (with no central bank
of last resort, see above) by cuts or borrowing or taxes.
This doesn’t mean I am in favour of the status quo. Or even Status Quo. Especially not Status Quo, in fact.
I have been described, rather patronisingly I thought, by Scots on a Facebook
forum as “a guid wee footsoldier” as if I was some sort of stooge for David
Cameron! Yes, that’s why I write such laudatory stuff about him, week after
week. I, too, would like to see a more just, equitable, fair, compassionate
society in Scotland that
benefits those at the bottom of the heap: I’d like to see it for the whole of
the UK.
Sadly, the fact that the Labour Party in Scotland has allied itself with the
Tories of “Better Together” in a campaign which has diverted attention from
what Labour should have been doing, has not only damaged their credibility
north of the border, but also made it less likely to happen elsewhere. Plus, if
the vote is as close as everyone seems to think, whatever the decision is, it
will leave a bitterly divided country that will take a long time to heal.
As if the completely bonkers machinations of the Scottish
referendum weren’t bad enough this week, there came the terrible news of the
fire at Manchester Dogs’ Home that has killed up to 60 dogs at the time of
writing. Previously, I had been vaguely rejoicing in the fact that Parliament
had voted to further curtail puppy farming, but, in the way the universe seems
to have sometimes of balancing the books, this more than cancelled out any
brief elation on my part that the mindless oversupply of dogs by commercial
breeders might have been counteracted, if only slightly.
In the white-hot rage that possessed me when I heard about
this, I said several things that were unwise, but I was only a small part of
the huge shitstorm that blew up on social media, suggesting that the culprit
should be made to bury the dogs he had killed with his bare hands, etc. It was scarily easy to join in, fuelled by
the passion of the lynch mob, and it was only the next morning that I started
to think more coldly and logically about how the maximum damage should be
inflicted on the person or persons responsible, which is not by prejudicing any
likely case.
Although the police are not naming him, under the rules
governing the legal proceedings involving minors, I made it my business, in my
state of bloody anger, to try and find out who he was, using just the internet.
It was surprisingly easy. It involved trawling through the comments sections on
Facebook pages and news stories about the tragedy. Invariably there is someone
local who feels the need to comment and may give away more information than
they intended. In this case, my first lucky break came after an hour or so of
searching when I found that someone had posted that there were news stories to
the effect that the accused had himself apparently been the victim of a dog
attack, thus implying that this gave him some sort of motive. I got into a discussion on this point, about
whether evil actually exists, per se. I don't think
anyone is born evil or born holy for
that matter. I think we all have it in us to be saints or serial killers, and
it all depends on which buttons get pushed. The same motors that drove Michael
Ryan, Fred West, et al are inside me
and you as well. It's just that we're a lot better at keeping them under
control. And those who don't keep them under control, or can't, must be
segregated to protect the majority who can. In my blind fury at the bastard who
did this despicable act, I wished him dead, which just goes to show how near to
the surface the coal-seam, the instinct for violence actually lies.
Anyway, a quick Google search for various permutations of relevant phrases revealed links to three news reports all naming the same victim. The actual news pages had been taken down, presumably as a precautionary measure, by their media owners, but the old cached versions of the pages were still available and all three carried the same name and other details which made it likely. I’m not going to name him nor am I going to elaborate, but it shows just how easy it is to cross reference stuff online and come up with an answer, one in this case which I am pretty sure is correct. Of course, naming him online – assuming my suspicions are correct – could also have a counterproductive outcome, because it would make it easier for a defence barrister to argue that his client had already been named, tried and convicted by social media, thus making a fair hearing impossible.
Anyway, a quick Google search for various permutations of relevant phrases revealed links to three news reports all naming the same victim. The actual news pages had been taken down, presumably as a precautionary measure, by their media owners, but the old cached versions of the pages were still available and all three carried the same name and other details which made it likely. I’m not going to name him nor am I going to elaborate, but it shows just how easy it is to cross reference stuff online and come up with an answer, one in this case which I am pretty sure is correct. Of course, naming him online – assuming my suspicions are correct – could also have a counterproductive outcome, because it would make it easier for a defence barrister to argue that his client had already been named, tried and convicted by social media, thus making a fair hearing impossible.
So I will confine myself to wishing once again for the
harshest possible sentence under the law in the event of a guilty verdict, in
order to send out an exemplary message to any other yobboes who might be contemplating similar high
jinks. And if there were others involved, they should all be charged with
conspiracy to commit arson. The going rate for sentences for what the law calls
“simple” arson seems to be 4-5 years, whereas conspiracy to commit seems to
attract 5-10 years.
After such a heavy week of truly dreadful events, it was
somewhat of a relief to watch the Last night of the Proms on the BBC, though
even there, the spectre of the Scottish Referendum hung about like Banquo’s
ghost, with the careful cutting away from the Proms in The Park celebrations on
Glasgow Green at the point where the Albert Hall crowd were belting out Rule, Britannia, and Land of Hope and Glory. They may as well have cut away from the whole
thing, for me, after a week where there has been not much hope, and precious
little glory. Things can only get better.
Somehow, then, I’ve staggered through to Sunday again, and,
fortified by a breakfast of bubble and squeak made from last night’s colcannon,
with the addition of two fried eggs done “over easy” and lashings of brown
sauce, plus a steaming mug of tea, I sat down to write this blog. At which point, I heard the news that ISIS had beheaded their British hostage, David Haines. So
there we are, then, another act of barbarian cruelty, just to book-end the week
and conclude it in the spirit it’s displayed all along. As I said last week,
we’re not in Kansas
any more. We’re back on Dover
Beach again, where the
ignorant and confused armies clash by night. I feel desperately sorry for his
family, and I can’t begin to imagine what it must be like to have someone you
love, or even just someone you know, caught up in such a terrible situation. I
was afraid that his fate had already been sealed by the fact that the Junta
have painted themselves into a corner with their anti-ISIS sabre-rattling
rhetoric in public, and the more insidious anti-Muslim propaganda at home. The
fact that ISIS has about as much to do with “Islam” as the Westboro Baptist
Church has to do with
Christianity is neither here nor there in the argument. Cameron was not going to
be seen to be kow-towing to “terrorists” (of our own creation, but it’s too
late to do anything about that now, the genie is now well and truly un-bottled)
and from that moment, there was only ever likely to be one outcome.
I always thought, growing up in the optimistic sixties, that
life could only ever get better. New cures for diseases were being invented, we
landed on the moon, the long period of drab 50’s austerity and rationing was
over, the music was fabby and brill, and Harold Wilson told us we were basking
in the white heat of technology. Then
came the hangover after the party. After the Lord Mayor’s parade, the muck
cart. After enlightenment, the laundry, as the Zen masters put it. Now, there’s an automatic presumption that
life will only get worse for the vast majority. Even that, if eschatologists
(and I don’t mean Houdini) are to be believed, that we might be in the last
throes. The precious gift of life is so
casually broken and cast aside almost everywhere you look. I hope not, but I wouldn’t be surprised, if
there was even violence in Scotland,
whichever way the vote goes. The song needs re-phrasing for the times we live
through - things can only get bitter.
But today, at any rate, is the Feast of the Exaltation of
the Cross, or to give it its more common moniker, Holy Rood Day. Rood is the
Old English (Anglo Saxon) word for cross, which comes down to us in the title
of the epic Anglo Saxon poem The Dream of the Rood, incised into the cross at
Ruthwell in Dumfries and Galloway, and also in the term “rood screen” (the
screen that prevented the congregation from looking directly at the altar in a
church)
This feast day commemorates the day in 326AD when ‘the true
cross’, the one on which Christ was said to have been crucified, was put on
display in the Church of the Holy Sepulchre in Constantinople.
The church was built specially to house and exalt it by the Emperor Constantine
at the behest of his mother Helena, later St Helena.
She had discovered the cross and proved it to be the original, by way of a
miracle, as people were wont to do in those days, during a pilgrimage to Jerusalem.
At one time, though, it was said that the churches of Europe
and the Middle East had enough whole “true”
crosses and pieces of “the true cross”
to have made a fair-sized boat. An alternative explanation of Holy Rood day, is
that it commemorates the recovery of St Helena’s true cross from the Persians
(who had looted it in 614AD), and its return to Constantinople
by the Emperor Heraclius in 629AD.
The term “Holy Rood” has been used as the dedication for
many churches and other ecclesiastical establishments, including (weirdly
enough in this week of preoccupation with all things Scottish) Holy Rood Abbey
in Edinburgh, founded by David I, King of Scots, in 1128, and which now lends
its name both to the Royal Palace of Holyrood and the Scottish Parliament
building.
More prosaically, Holy Rood Day was a significant mediaeval
holiday, when tradition dictated that you went out nut-gathering. In most cases,
this meant gathering hazel-nuts which were an important source of protein in
the winter, but in fact people have been gathering hazel nuts in Britain
since ”time immoral”. In 1995 an archaeological dig on the Hebridean island of Colonsay discovered a shallow pit that
was actually a midden, filled with the remains of hundreds of thousands of
burnt hazelnut shells, which were carbon-dated to about 7000 BC.
Notwithstanding the immense amount of hokum surrounding the
mediaeval pilgrimages based on sites of famous relics, and the commercialism of
the ensuing trade, markets and fairs that surrounded them, I can personally
attest to the powerful nature of such an experience. My own theory about this, for what it’s worth
(probably about £4.2s.6d) is that the relic acts as some sort of focus,
conduit, or even portal to the instinctive intuitive and spiritual side that we
suppress in “everyday” life, thus creating one of the “timeless moments” which
Eliot commemorates so often in Four
Quartets. It’s perfectly possible, of course, to still your mind and put
yourself in the “zone” by other means – prayer, meditation, and so on, but how
much easier when you have a lightning rod to concentrate the power of the
metaphysical. (Coincidentally, “rod” is another word which goes back to the
same Anglo –Saxon root as “rood”. As indeed, is “root” itself.)
My own lightning-rod moment, about which I’ve written
previously in this blog, came during a visit to Holy Cross Abbey, in Ireland, in
1998. Holy Cross Abbey did in fact have a supposed splinter from the “true
cross”, but the original one went missing during the turmoil surrounding
Cromwell’s brutal rampages through Ireland. The present relic is an
“authenticated” one, given by the Vatican when the Abbey was
re-commissioned after the Abbey’s restoration and re-dedication in 1969. I
still struggle to describe the experience I underwent; the only time I have
ever felt something so similar and so intense was in Chartres Cathedral in France. There was a sense of the burning sun and the
heat of the Middle east, somehow blended with
the cool green of the Irish landscape and the intense turquoise blue of the
sea. There were scents, and distant
sounds, there was something intense transmitting from the heart of the tiny
splinter of wood held in the centre of the golden cruciform reliquary.
It didn’t matter then, and it doesn’t matter now, whether it
actually was a splinter of the true cross or not. In all honesty, it probably wasn’t, but what
I felt was the power with which generations of pilgrims had imbued it. Like Eliot’s moment in the “draughty church,
at smokefall” in Little Gidding, I was here to kneel, where prayer had been
valid. Such occasions are always going
to be intuitive, and never logical, but as Alan W. Watts points out in The Way of Zen:
Indeed, an exponent of
the I Ching might give us quite a
tough argument about the relative merits of our ways for making important
decisions. We feel that we decide rationally because we base our decisions on
collecting relevant data about the matter in hand. We do not depend upon such
irrelevant trifles as the chance of tossing a coin, or the patterns of tea
leaves or cracks in a shell. Yet he might ask whether we really know what
information is relevant, since our plans are constantly upset by utterly
unforeseen incidents. He might ask how we know when we have collected enough
information on which to decide…On the contrary, we go through the motions of
gathering the necessary information in a rational way, and then, just because
of a hunch, or because we are tired of thinking, or because the time has come
to decide, we act.
The decision, in my case, being the decision to believe, I
suppose, that this “fragment of the true cross” had come to stand in some way
as a conduit to its archetype (in Neo-Platonist terms) the real true cross.
Strangely enough, in what passes for my spare time this week, as well as
re-reading the Alan W. Watts book, I’ve also been re-reading The Paradise Within, by Louis L. Martz,
ostensibly a book of literary criticism of the work of Vaughan, Traherne and
Milton, but also in many ways a very informative text on the Neo-Platonism that
informed their work, and the work of others such as Marvell and indeed
Eliot. Thus it is that, separated by
three hundred years, Eliot and Marvell are both able to describe an experience
which I guess is similar to the one I had, in Burnt Norton and The Garden,
respectively, where Marvell’s contemplation results in
Annihilating all
that’s made,
To a green thought in
a green shade.
I’m beginning to sense a vast synchronicity behind these
timeless moments. Martz points out how Traherne, in his Centuries of Meditation, constantly uses the theme of seeing the
world about you as if you were the only person in it, as it was back in the perfect,
archetypal Eden, much in the same way as Kabbalists talk about getting back to
the blissful Ain Soph Aour or
limitless light, and Zen Masters meditate on the outcome of unsolvable Koans, in order to still the mind and
glimpse the Tao that underlies
everything. It’s like seeing the ghost out of the corner of your eye, but when
you actually turn and look at it, there’s nothing there. Or like Donne’s
description of mysteries, which are plain for all to see, but dazzling like the
sun.
In fact, the web of synchronicity is so vast that even Joni
Mitchell seems to have tuned in to Neo-Platonism – we’ve got to get ourselves
back to the garden.
Maybe these timeless moments are just moments because to
sustain them for more than a brief fleeting instant would be more than
humankind could stand. “Humankind cannot
bear much reality”, Eliot once famously said, and this is especially true, I
suppose, if the reality is the real reality that underlies everything, and not
the façade we normally rely on to get us through the day. Maybe we have to fret and worry about whether
there is a God, simply because if the majesty and certainty of whatever it is
that exists outside of time and underpins the entire universe was revealed to
us irrevocably and constantly, we would indeed be dazzled, or fried to a crisp,
like a moth that got too near the candle.
Well, once again, it’s got to be Sunday teatime and I am,
once again, in pretty much the same position (physically as well as
spiritually) that I was in at this time last week. God alone knows what next week will bring,
but at least on Friday the referendum will be over, one way or another. I could
do with a week unlike last week, however, I’ve had enough of “the heartaches
and the thousand natural shocks that flesh is heir to” for a while,
thanks. I toyed with signing off with
either the wistful Caledonia,
by Dougie McLean, with its line of
If I should become a
stranger, it would make me more than sad
Then I considered Will
Ye No Come Back Again, or even Auld
Lang Syne, but I think both of those are more appropriate for when the
referendum campaign has been lost, and Scotland has voted to break away.
So my final choice came down to the sentiments expressed in Both Sides The Tweed.
And now, I must post this, then go and change the grit in
Matilda’s litter tray. After enlightenment, the laundry.
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